My David!

My Best friend David is literally my world I don't know what I would do without him!

 David and I have had so many adventures together and have so many to come. I can't wait for everything I will experience with him!

 David has showed me the courage and the love to do things in life without judgement. I think thats why I admire him so much and look to him for a second opinion. 

:D

My BLOG.

1.If your going to read my blog don't bother to confront me about what I write.
2. If you want to confront me about them or have questions, Write me about it.
3.I don't usually care for your opinion unless I ask, so don't state them.

There are three and only three, it shouldn't be hard to catch on.
The reason I have a blog is because my sister was reading my journal, I figured if I can post things I write and I don't have to worry about if she is reading them, then I can't get mad at her because I put them out there in the world for everyone to see. So it's me beating her to the chase, also it was on my bucket list. Ü

12-19-10

Long Lasting Love.

It sounds so perfect. Making me think of my current relationship. I've been dating Ricky for a year only to realize I do love him, I really want to spend eternity with him and I don't think my parents or family are ready to except that.

12-19-09*12-19-10 

Sunday night was our one year. Ricky bought me a stunning diamond ring, a "Promise Ring." I clearly knew it was coming and had known for sometime, watching him try to make it so perfect was so cute, because it wasn't even close (If you were someone besides me) but to me it was perfect, not like the movies but it was him in so many ways. Nervous, frantic, adorable, and loving. He was smiling and shaking, trying to gather himself and all I could do was smile because I knew exactly what was coming and the words he was trying to say. He opened the box and the sparkle caught my eye in the dark night, I couldn't even see the ring but I could see his face and all I had to do was smile and pull him in to kiss him. I knew exactly what was going through his mind and now I know, it's forever. It's weird to think that I know who I'm going to spend eternity with and that I'm done looking, I have him with me, and thats it. Strangely enough I can't wait for it!
<3

Out with the Old.

I have been thinking lately about the diamond heart necklace my ex gave me and I couldn't decide what I should do with it? I have a couple options on my plate.
A. Give it back to him.
B. Sell it.
C. *Give it to his mom.
D. Keep it?
E. Throw it in the ocean?
I'm leaning towards giving it to his mother, her and I have always been extremely close and I think that it would be meaningful. Giving her his love, because I think it would kill him if I give it back to him, and I can't bring myself to sell it. It's hard to give up the past when it's so dear to your heart, but I'm learning to make sacrifices  and this needs to be done for myself. I know it will be good :)

Bucket List.

[X]  Get rid of my old diamond necklace.
Have an A-line haircut at some point.
Road trip to Seattle with Best friend during Spring break.
Be an ODS counselor.

Graduate with a 3.3 or higher.

Find a best friend that wont ditch me.

Lose weight.

Write a blog and keep up on it.

Get a tattoo by Kat Von D.

Get My Ears pierced Everywhere!

Travel with Shayla Rose.

 Go sky diving.

Speak Spanish fluently.

Go to college and graduate.

Become a teacher.
Go to message school.

Own a art gallery.

Own a pastry shop.

Go to Brasil,Venezuela, Greece, and Australia. 

Get Married.

Write a book.

Have kids.

Be a good mommy :) 

Own my own house.
decorate each room.
To be continued.

Eyes

Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? 

They blink together, they move together, 

they cry together, they see things together, 

and they sleep together,

but they never see each other.

As thin as air.

He tried to grab on to her,

but it was like holding only air.

 Because the more you

 change the less 

of you was there.

Trust

I have an issue.

to trust,

and 

to be trusted.

I find every reason 

and 

do everything

to take away

my trust.

The trust people

have in me

&

 I have in them.

I have no

trust in anything

or anyone.

Im a Senior

Class of 2011!

Today it hit me. I am a Senior!  At this time next year so many things will be different. I will be 19 going on 20, a graduate from high school and in college majoring in who knows what. My life could either be a complete mess or organized as can be like my room.I was sitting in my speech and communications class today listening to some song that made me think, there are so many things in high school that I actually do love. Like Spirit week, in college there will be no more Spirit,Homecoming or Doernbecher week. I was thinking about school and the things we go through. In reality we make enemies in school rather than friends, say we hate school when we should be grateful for each one of our amazing teachers we have learned from, we fall in and out of love several times trough out our teenage years, and lastly walk the halls like we are cool, treating people like crap when we should be showing them kindness. I thought hey why not enjoy my last six months of school and recognize that I do love high school and I can't imagine not walking these halls as a student for the rest of my life. I am going to cherish all my high school memories and friends until I am finished with my high school career