Peacock Obsession :D

I could go on forever <3

Nanny Update

Nannying is still something I want to do SO BAD, but the family with Aaron and Watts isn't going to work out for many reasons. I am still looking into nannying but it won't be for that specific family. At the moment I have been talking to three families but I am interested in one mainly. In Georgia! The job sounds lovely along with the young couple, and baby to come! 

Wish me luck!  :)

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Inspiration

"Every experience that has effected toy deeply is inspiration."

-Allan Burnce.

I believe my best friend has inspired me the most in life. She is the one person I have complete confidence in for everything. She is a positive, outgoing, and a trust worthy person. She has inspired me to do so much and believe without worrying, to live with no fear, and be me with no care in the world. Shayla 

Rose Sevigny, I can truly consider her the one thing and person who keeps me positive and alive in life.

Fancy Love

Fancy Love

There is nothing perfect or anywhere near it about our love.

Not in anyones eyes but my own. 

But in my eyes we are every bit of perfect. 

Our relationship is a dream come true, and a fairytale come to life. You are the beat of my heart and the breath to my day. 

My Love, you are my constant thought and smile, my eyes see this clearer then any others.

London/ Nanny

So my latest excitement in life is this wonderful idea my mother had. She had read an article in the college paper and it was about a girl who got involved with a nanny program and went to nanny in the UK. So I began to look into it early last week and all within this time it has become a reality for me. I found a family that I love so far and they seem to fancy me as well. My current plan is to go nanny these two boys Aaron and Watts. Aaron is age 5 and a doll. Watts is age three and is a sweet little man as well. I have been e-mailing the parents and everything seems to fit my idea of how this might work out. I'm so completely excited, but at the same time I am so scared. I'm scared to leave the love of my life Ricky, and my best friend Shayla Rose. I know they wont leave but they are the happiest people in my life, the people that make my world go round. I can't imagine a year without them nor my family. Although I am excited beyond belief, I will be learning so much about a different culture, like driving on the left side of the road, and I will be meeting so many new people. I can't wait to graduate and find my way to London. My next year brings so much!

Fading Smiles

Fading smiles

To the smiles in the world that fail to be revealed. Why are you hiding? Is it lack of happiness or beauty? Why are you to be hidden when you only reveal happiness and light something this world is in lack of? Why hide the smiles that take me miles, and miles away from world, that distract me from the hate and brokenness of this earth. The upside down from that might as well turn this world around and make it positive. People these daze they loose their gaze, and hope for their futures, by as much as losing their smiles. The smiles are lost because of what? Because of depression the world brings to the surface these days or the problems and struggles families are facing. A smile can create so much that we don’t let it, let us give our smiles the chance to bring miles of happiness to our faces that take all of our disgraces and hide them away. From reality and shame, let a smile brighten your day like the sunshine on a sun shiny day.