Fading Smiles

Fading smiles

To the smiles in the world that fail to be revealed. Why are you hiding? Is it lack of happiness or beauty? Why are you to be hidden when you only reveal happiness and light something this world is in lack of? Why hide the smiles that take me miles, and miles away from world, that distract me from the hate and brokenness of this earth. The upside down from that might as well turn this world around and make it positive. People these daze they loose their gaze, and hope for their futures, by as much as losing their smiles. The smiles are lost because of what? Because of depression the world brings to the surface these days or the problems and struggles families are facing. A smile can create so much that we don’t let it, let us give our smiles the chance to bring miles of happiness to our faces that take all of our disgraces and hide them away. From reality and shame, let a smile brighten your day like the sunshine on a sun shiny day.

GSA

So there is this girl Odessa at my school she is a Sophomore and the most beautiful thing on earth. She is literally stunning and has the heart of an Angel. Well yesterday she posted her Facebook status to be "Why is it that Americans are more comfortable with men holding guns than men holding hands?" it turned into this HUGE argument on a facebook post because one guy said "whoever came up with two men and two women being able to be together should be electricuted or hung." or something of that content. It turns out Odessa is Bisexual and no one knew. Then that kid went on to tell her being Gay was wrong and God hates her, all sorts of cruel and unusual horrid things. I saw so many things on that post that were hurtful towards LGBQQT's and then I saw so many people in our school come together to defend her and support her. It was amazing and terrible all at once.


To be continued....

True Love

I've realized today love is not shown by the amount of money you spend, it does not depended on if the person spends every moment of the day with you or not. Love is patient and kind, it speaks truth and tells all. Love is forever, until you are old and wrinkly. Love is not by anything rather then what is in your heart and you know to be true. You don't need others to approve of your love for one another, nor do you need to impress anyone else in the world. Once you find the one. You know

Free Write/Hope

Hope

What do I have hope in these days? I hope I pass school with good grades, I hope I don't fail math, I hope tonight I can make plans and my parents let me do them. But we don't find the depth in it. I know I myself no longer find hope in the big things. I don't hope for something bigger than I can imagine, something life changing. I hope someday to make a change I don't mind if it's small or  big, if it's a change that affects only me of that affects the whole world. I hope there are bigger things out there in the world, more diversity, love, beauty, happiness, dreams, and Hope! What dos the world even have hope in anymore? Peace on Earth? No more war or terrorism? I realize I hope for things, such as I hope there is a future for everyone I know. Something bigger and better for them, something more then what they are willing to settle for. I hope my sisters cancer never comes back.

 I hope happey endings to exist.

I hope someday I can help my parents as much as they have helped me.

I hope to find something, and deeper to hope and dream for.

Hope, it's a beautiful word, but what do we see it as anymore?

Is it something not only I but the world has lost?

To the Hill

outside my house

that seemed to be a

mountain when I was five

that seemed impossible

to ride my bike up

or roller skate up

the hill that I had 

wagon races down.

to the mountain

that is now

just a hill.

To my 13th Year

the year of 8th grade

when public school was still exciting to me

 while I still had friends in my grade

when big lockers where exciting and 

everyone decorated their own.

When the class of 2011 was

the "Top Dogs"

While getting a cell phone 

and wearing Hollister

was popular and "Stylish"

The year I met Taylor Swift

when you were a rebel for 

talking in class and when 

everything was just beginning 

to become 

Complicated.

To the Stars

*To the Stars

in the sky that sparkle and * twinkle 

the thoughts that cross my mind*

when *I gaze into your shine

Because of the people 

who have passes* thats how

 I see you

the* stars in the sky

 are the ones who are

 now gone

You are my *grandpa

and brother

Ashley Roth and Ester

your* gaze 

serves as protection and love*

*from those lost.